Monday, May 11, 2009

less than a month until graduation.

yes this week is my last week of classes. everyone else is mostly just winding down and doing nothing...i have so much freaking work. i have my math and chem exams this friday and thursday and i have no time to study, nor the energy. that brings me to prom...
prom was fun. ill provide pictures at the end of this post [if it works]. the one realization that came out of this was... i dont like mimmo. there i said it. sarah was talking to me at prom about kissing mimmo and i was just like..turned off by it. i was like..meh. i started to think that maybe i just see him as a friend. he tried to be close to me all night but i kind of just shrugged him off or did get close back. i know that sounds so rude but i didnt want to be all cuddly and give off the wrong impression. i feel like i was that way last year because the night before prom we went out and i kind of liked him them. this year i just..didnt. and i feel like if i wanted to kiss him i would be happy and about it and want to do. but i just..dont. i know probably half of it is because im scared but i feel like i should want to kiss someone you know? i just hope it happens to me in college. like i meet someone that i genuinely like. i wish i had more to write here about drama at prom but that was really it. sarah and edun were kissy and touchy and cute as ever. courtneys date was the biggest dork ever but he was super hilarious. he had a chess set with him, enough said. i loved my dress and i was glad that nothing major happened to it. i didnt fall and trip and the dress didnt rip. my hair held up well and im glad richard chose to curl it. i feel like my hair looks better curly than straight. i can't wait to get it cut and dyed again. i dont know what the hell im going to do with it but i really want kristen stewart hair lolol.
so after this week i go work at harford day, that should be interesting. i still have no idea what im doing but i hope it will be fun and not a complete waste of 2 weeks. im excited for the yearbook thing comming up. i cant wait to see that in person finally. its nice when you work on it because you already know what it looks like but you still want to see it in paper, not just on a computer screen.
i should probably go now and work on my english essay. another spy paper. oiye. its a movie review which isnt bad, i just have to focus. its better than reading another book though. even though that class was a pain in my butt i still liked it. it was interesting. same with bible. now lets just pray that i can pass these math and chem exams so i can actually graduate!

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